She's a #$%&*!!

Arghhh!! How mad I am right now...She's a @#%&!!
Saying mean things in her stupid blog...How dare she?!!
I dont like saying bad things about other people but she's overrated!!
How could she say those kind of things to my friend???
She made my friend cry and what I hate more than other people saying bad things is...
MAKING MY FRIEND CRY and SAD!!!

She's not my very close friend but she is my friend and she's really nice to me...
I cant stand it if that $%*@# made my friend cry and sad...!@#$%^&!!!
I dont know what just I wrote cause my mind is really mad to say anything bad...
I dont think this cursing can relieve my anger....

I mean,getting jealous over couples of pictures is so stupid!!!
Babobabobabobabobabobabo!!!YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
You think your love will be until you die?! You dont know what will happen next!!
Maybe he'll find a new love as he grow up and you too might fall in love with someone else!!!
Love is not eternal unless the love to GOD!! Love towards people can end cause people will die
or meet someone new. You dot even know if that person truly love you!!

You dont even know what love is!!!
And there you said he loves you and you love him!! You know that love means something more than that?!! How about love for your family and most importantly,your GOD!!
Do you love them as you love him? If   you do....then you're an idiot!!
You should love them more than him!! Family...Nabi Muhammad...Allah...You need to love them until you die!! Not him!! If you love him,then can you gaurentee that he'll be with you until you die?!

GAHHHH!!! I REALLY WANT TO YELL AT YOU WHEN I SAW YOU!!

I HATE YOU!! TALAM DUA MUKE!! 

I DONT KNOW WHY THE HELL HE LIKES YOU!!

WITH THAT ATTITUDE OF YOURS, I WOULD DUMP YOU IF I'M A GUY!!

ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HURT MY FRIENDS!! 

JAH!!! I DONT THINK YOURE SPECIAL OR PRETTY OR ANYTHING!!

JUST A BAD-MOUTHING @#$%&!! THATS WHO YOU ARE!! SO CHANGE OR PEOPLE WILL KEEP HATING YOU!! 

This is the first time ever I reveal these kind of mean thing to the public.

I dont like bad-mouthing about other people but you

HURT MY FRIEND, I cant forgive you!!!

SHIRHO!!!

So embarrassed!!!! XO

Last Wednesday morning, my class had an English morning performance in front of the assembly 

so we had to gather at the corridor of our school. After the bell rang, the only some of my classmates

were there and the other were missing. My friend,Syira asked the teacher to announce that my class need to

come up and be with us but then he forgot....Stupid...After a while,when we thought he already forgot it,my other friend, Umi told the teacher the second time..

My other classmates were called after that for 3 times!! They still didnt come after the teacher called for the third time and finally,when the fourth time they were called,they came and gather with us...They had to walk in front of the other students...Must be very embarrassing...And the one that walked first were girls!! The boys are such coward!! I dont understand why they said the man are very brave and tough...Thay're just so annoyig and nothing tough about them except their mouth!! Okay,Off topic here....Back to my topic...

After that, the assembly continued like always but my classmates that didnt come and gather together with me and some of my friends got scolded by the teacher...lol!! Padan muka!! Sape suruh turun? The orders were given before and you disobeyed it...your fault...

After 'A Learn A Word A Day Program',its time for out performance,it was our turn. The performance was horrible!!! XDD I didnt memorize the lyric so I just miming the whole thing XP. Ah,we sang the 'Sway' song by...I dont know...whatever... I looked at my other friends and the boys....ERGHHH!!! You dont have to say...Still as the stone figure...The girls were even louder than them...Dont they have a loud voice than the girls? $%^&*!! Nyanyi je la!! Korang igt kitorg x malu ke?!

I stood at the end of the line (since I'm short) so the students can see me!! Wargh!!! So embarrassed!! I felt like I want to hide my face at that time...>.< Hahahaha....We started the performance without any bow and suddenly,we bowed at the end!! How ridiculous is that? And the bow wasnt synchronized either...LOL!!

We're supposed to come down with the end if the first line person lead (I'm in the second line) but she wont move so in the end,we scattered away with embarrassment...Kakakakaka!!

We laughed after we lined up!! So funny!! LOL!! We dont have to do anymore performance like that ever again!! ~Yay~

Life isnt Easy until you Die...

Recently,I've been thinking...
Life isnt as easy as they say...
but we must keep on living...
Why? Why must we live?
And we strive to live a good life...
Still,sometimes luck isnt on our side...
We might give up in the middle cause we cant stand it,
No longer our will burn with passion for everything we do,
when we give up and its the end if we give up...

Life must go on even if we think we arent needed in this world,
Its because God already give us a chance to live,
Have you ever think what if you never been born and never even exist?
Dont think of it because you dont know how it feels and so do I...
We wouldnt know how it feel to live and nothing...Nothing...
I know that the more we grow up,the harder life is...
Our happy and easy life was when we're small and stupid...
When we have nothing to worry and care for,
But as we grow up,we would worry about our life more and ,more..

Okay...I dont know what am I blabbing about but I do wish I can continue...
I'll do the 2nd part laterwhan I have time....
Thats my update...ROFL....Later!!

김 재중 생일 축하합니다~!

  김 재중 생일 축하합니다~! 

Happy Birthday to Kim Jaejoong~!!

Credit to Photobucket: TeAmoDBSK

Thank you for all the songs you sings,its really beautiful and your voice really is soothing and harmony...

I love it and hope you can sing forever and let us hear it...I wish we could be by your side and give your the warmth that you need to continue the hardship....I hope you'll find a resolution about the lawsuit and continue to sing with the members as we want to see you and the members together again...

Always keep the faith~

Its never to late to believe...Happy Birthday,Oppa~

Continue to make us happy with your voice.....Love you always ^v^

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I'm sick today....Sore throat,runny nose....So stay home....
I want n dont want to to go school today... I'm confused a bit...
I want to go to school cause I need to learn Bio,Physic,Math,Add math....
I cant learn all by myself....It really hard especially Math and Add Math...Jinja!!
But I'm also lazy to go to school since I havent finish my homework XP
Last night,I had a headache and lots of homework the Chemistry teacher gave last week but I forgot :(

Yahh~!! So lazy.....
Otokke? Tomorrow cross country. My legs gonna hurt after that O.o
but if I still have to rest tomorrow,I might not make it XDD

wakakaka...okay....thats all for today...its been so long since I've update...hehehe..until next time!!

Been So Long~

Wah~Its been so long since I've update...lol
Really lazy....Its already 2010...How time passed...
I'm already 16 this year,Form 4...Just last year I took PMR and acted all crazy...
Now,the real hard thing will start...Addmath...Physic...Chemistry....and
PERAKAUNAN!!!WTF?!!(I never want that!)

Stuck in the Pure Science stream class....theres 40+ students in it!!And the class was small!!
BAKABAKABAKABAKA!!! Urghhh!!!! Its really hard not only the I'm stuck with that stupid Girl Guide,the 3 MOST UNWANTED boys are in my class too!!Grrr...What am I going to do?!!I wanna get out from this school quick!!!

Okay....thats the bad news...Good news? Ahhh....It was Sungmin oppa's Birthday on 1 January ago...Mianhe oppa for this late wish but I remember your bday though...hehehe...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SUNGMIN OPPA!!!

(Credit  crycourt23)

Oppa already old....lol...24 this year!!Korean age...26!!!So old~hehehe...Hope this year,you can do better and always be successful! Be healthy and be happy~!!Super Junior HWAITING and BELIEVE!!

DBSK oppas too!! I wish you guys can forever be together!! SME sucks!!!!GTH!! Jae oppa,Yun Yun oppa, Chunnie oppa, Jun Jun oppa, and Min oppa....Always keep the faith~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE A BETTER YEAR!!! 2010,HERE I COME!!  

8 A's!!

Today...The result of my totally important exam for all these three years in middle school....is OUT!!
I got to meet my friends and teachers...lol
And....
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I got straight A's!!! Wahahahaha!!! Can't believe it!!Theres 8 subject for me and I dont really think I could score!! 
I only target 6 or 7 A's ...But thanks to God,I managed to get straight A's!! Wow!Thats amazing...lol...My mom was the one that told me...She's a teacher in my school and she peek the result jst to see my result.lol..I got to know my result first..hahaha...

She came to me and hugged me,congratulate me...I was dumbfounded.My mind was blank..
hahaha..I dont feel too happy but still happy because I managed to get all A's...My friends congratulated me but they're mad because they still didnt get their result...When they got their result,they cried..I wondered why I didnt...(maybe my heart is made ot of rock..lol)

They're too happy that they cried...
Most of my friends got straight A's but 2 of them didnt!!
I feel bad for them...I just wandered around the canteen asking other about their result.hahaha..
I didnt feel like crying so I just smiled around.How dumb must I looked..lol

Tears + Smile=Happiness...

Azz!!Syira!!Gwenchanayo!!Its okay!! Our life have a ot more to go through...Dont give up! Chayok chayok!!
Lets do our best together!!

(Here's my reasult paper...lol)

Yah!!What about next year?!! Gonna ask my oppa to teach me..hehehe...

Happy Birthday Xiah Junsu!!

 WAH!! Today is special for me and DBSK/TVXQ fans,its...............
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KIM JUNSU aka XIAH JUNSU BIRTHDAY!!YAY!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY  김준수 and 김준호!!


Saengil Chukhahamnida OPPAS!! 

I wish I could give him them a present each.....
But the only thing I could give to Junho is support for him to be as successful as his lil bro....Hwaiting!!

And for Junsu, Aigoo......I really want to be by his side now and give him a hug...Not just him but also other DBSK members...But I'll give my warmest hug to him....
I know,My gift for him is..
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Keeping the faith....I'll always support him forever....
I'll always support you,oppa....so,FIGHTING!! Never give up!!
Don't give up oppa!! Please dont!! I love your voice and DBSK is one of the best!!
Please continue to entertain and make people happy as DBSK and with your unique voice!!사랑해!!HWATING!!!Saranghae!!

Always keep the faith!



Another news...

I've just finished my 2 shots !! Hahahaha!!It took me a whole month to finish it...
It took me a long time because Ive decided to re-edit it....and fix some errors...
Too many grammar mistakes....At first,I dont want to post it anywhere but some
unnies keep insisting so I post it....hahaha....


So...here...I post it at my another blog....Enjoy it~ 

AUTUMN LOVE~


I'm writing a ff but since I'm too busy,I'm wondering if I could finish....
It's depends..if more than 5 people want to read it,I'll post it!!
So tell me if you want  to read it!